I want to sit with someone at 3 am and talk. Like really talk. I want you to tell me what keeps you up at night, that dream you keep having, what certain songs make you feel like, what you think happens after death. Talk to me about your family and your dreams.
Fuck this. I feel so fucking shit, alone and useless. I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing with my life. My friends have changed. I’ve changed. I might as well just move to a whole new country, at least there I can experience an amazing new culture unlike where I am now. I don’t even know what the fuck I’m saying…..
Waiting for something that will never happen. 😪